I am feeling under the weather and am in bed with a cup of camomile tea and a hot water bottle. I think it is just the result of missing the kid, a shocking night's sleep and listening to something very sad. I am listening to the Amber Spyglass and remembering that, during the period when I was reading it aloud to my daughter, my marriage was in disarray. I still feel deep regret for this. It will all feel better in the morning but right now I am fragile.